many thanks to all who have sent me e-mails.
sorry my mind is weak .. i can take a bullet to the head
like i did in 2007.. i had to call a friend to pick up my guns
today because i asked for help!
there is a thing called rainbows end and from what i read
and was told you will meet your love or friend at the end.
when we pass.. IF i knew it was true i would shoot
my self ... my mind is NOT all there at this time
i am NOT affraid to die i mis my dog and will seek cousiling
ASAP sorry i can't spell!